Terrifying Memories Return: {Storyline With Gage And Antigone anyone who wants to Reply) Category: Blogging
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She will forever be by Gages, side help knowing his rage will go away he does really need this. To forget about the one that made him so angry before it built to deeply inside him staying close to her love. She will forever love and support her love in anything that happens in his life. Her own memories needed to be brought out no matter how bad they were Antigone agreed to help her. She has become a great a part of their lives, she is truly amazing with what she can do. After everything was done, she was to have her chance now getting memories back. Hoping mostly that it would help her, and Gage find her parents, or at least her mom and younger brother. The only thing she did not know was years later finding out she was half Fae like her mother wondering why that was kept from her for so long. It would explain why Gage says her blood tastes so sweet. It was something she wanted to know about, why it was kept from her like it was a deep dark family secret.
As Helena was getting her mind ready to accept everything that she will see with her past memories. She has in Antigone seeing how she helped Gage she truly felt the chain him it is strong powers that helped. She could feel the magic inside as their dear friend was helping her as well. Hearing what she was saying, the memories were starting slowly to come back, at least voices. Although one sounded not so pleasant, the voice sounded angry at her. Holding back the memory, she felt her body shaking with fear and horror almost. She started to calm down some when hearing her husband's voice, not realizing she was talking and telling them of her memories. Slowly the memories entered her mind. It was very vague at first, just blurred visions. As she spoke to both Gage and Antigone, "I see a very run-down home, not much to it, either, and I know my dad was gone a lot. He, tried to raise money for us as we grew up. My brother and I had to work as well. I remember we were taught at home for one main reason, her body was so bruised up. I felt broken for those few years when I was a bit more grown up, knowing what her memories were now.
My family was small at first and everything was happy. We loved each other as a family does, it was perfect those days. Then later as I grew up it felt like a black cloud was constantly over us because of the pain my father inflicted on me." She stopped for a moment; she felt her body shaking again and needed to calm down knowing that her love Gage was there to help. This was going to help she knew and had faith in Gage and Antigone. Both of them being there is her strength, her husband close means everything to her always.
She continued with finding her memories she knew it would not be pleasant just a deep dark feeling that was inside her. She started up again. "What was strange was the many times I felt like I traveled place to place. Like my mind was telling me to leave my family when I was young, it was all the beatings I took from my dad. I always kept this to myself, I was so ashamed from how much my dad hated me. I don't know why I wasn't a horrible child at all. I am there for the ones I love.
"Many nights he would come home I smelt the alcohol on his breath some nights I didn't no matter what I got a beating either way. One night he came home sober, and I missed part of the cleaning in the kitchen. He took his belt off and hit me with it more times than ever. Thankfully my mother she made the pain eventually go away but not the bruises. He blamed me for everything: how we lived, where we lived, the low income. The one time he beat me with his fist all over me I asked him why he hated me. His cold response was "because you were born....I only remember sitting on the floor all feeling shame that I was alive. All I could say was "Jesus Christ" She felt the tears gliding down her face not only for her dad but also for her mom and brother.
Her memories flowed through her: "Then he would leave for days until he came back home to torture me." She stopped for a moment, letting the memories process in her mind. Her mind was racing with everything was flooding back in full force a memory she needed you know. " There were times I wouldn’t know what was real except for the beatings I knew he wanted me gone maybe even dead." She had to stop for times in between she remembered everything still knew her love Gage was there and Antigone who has truly helped us.
"This isn't all bad I mean times my dad was a dad to us as was there more with us he completely changed. Even if we were poor, at least we were together until my dad changed. I wished him to be gone." Finally remembering when the past wasn't so bad, at first it was better. "I remember when I was a bit older, not long after, my dad came home late at night when he grabbed me from my bed. Grabbed all my clothes in a bag. Hearing him tell me, "Child, you're the one thing that needs to go." It was then he threw me out the door with my clothes and everything I had; it was dark, and I was scared to death." She stopped for a moment: "It was then I realized I did get rid of my terrifying father and moved on alone for years."
Taking another pause, she then was able to smile and tell them the blood tears had streamed down her face. "Somehow I ended up in Silent Hill which I am grateful for. It is where I first heard Gage’s voice and eventually after meeting each other. For me that place was accepting to me, I was away from my dad a better plus I met the love of my life. as for my father, I wish him the worst possible death." She wondered was, it because she is a fae her mother finally told her the truth. Not knowing she was born into a Fae lineage. Eventually she learned her powers. Among those powers she has Magic of Flight, Anglo-Saxon, concept that is similar to fate or destiny. Fairies can be very small, but they can also magically change their size to be human-sized. Was that why her dad was so angry at her?
It was then she was feeling strange like a part of her was starting to be taken away. As fear filled her entire being, she yelled out as loud as she could even though he was beside her. "Gage where are you what happened? she suddenly went silent her vision started coming back. She was surrounded by trees, so many of them. Looking out at the small-town street, the huts that were there. Where like small huts. Seeing a man and woman coming from the house. It felt like a thousand knives went through her. It was her mom and dad she sat down beside the tree. Shaking her head " GAGE WHERE ARE YOU? No No No NOOO it can't be that I am back home?"
Realizing she was younger there she was terrified that it was not about Gage, she trusts him into finding her. The fact she went back to her father who beat her constantly. She must have turned herself younger to fit in and find out her, past more. Hearing her mom kindly call her name she went to them still unsure. She hadn't realized she had been here for a week or two. Hearing her dad "child you know to be on time don't you know this means" He grabbed her by the arm took her into the house and whipped her more than last time. She sat in the corner of her bedroom with her arms around her legs. She cried so hard and felt the burning of the whippings he gave her with his belt. "Gage, my love, where you are, I love you so much and I know you're looking for me."
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She was so startled from seeing her parents, especially her dad, the memories were filling up her mind. Helena was a bit of a distance from the small town that gave her a chance to see what it was like. To see how the people acted she had to get word to Gage to let him know where she is looking around a bit more. She sat behind a tree looking out at the town which was very quiet. Looking at their old home was frightening in a way, seeing her parents again, they didn't seem real. Was this all just a dream? If so, why wasn't she still next to her love Gage?
She sat there hidden, still able to see them, yet her brother wasn't there. She wondered about that. She sat back and she whispered, "Gage, I love you so much my love I need to get back to you help me." Knowing they have a deep connection with each other's minds is how they met, and she is hoping he can hear her. Seeing as the town was almost empty and dark it gave her a chance to sneak into the house. Not sure if they would see her or not, but it was something she hoped wouldn't happen again. With traveling in her mind, she thought that part of her won't happen again.
She truly loves Gage so deeply and misses him with her entire being. He is always with her inside of him. Missing their babies to she knows Gage will take care of them still she wanted to be home with her love. She started to get up to get a bit closer, at least see what was in the house. She peeked in the window briefly. Not wanting to get caught, she went back to the tree, looking back at her, parents were out front. She wanted a quick look that was safest, for her to do thinking of what she saw. It was curious to her that the house was empty, nothing at all in this all had to be a mind travel. How did this happen again she was so frightened being this close to her dad again she stayed way out of his sight.
Knowing this happened before the fact, she did return to her gave her hope that she would get back to her true love Gage. It seemed so quiet in this town, it was eerie remembering how the people filled the town before. She still stayed near the tree as the tears ran down her face missing Gage so much. Knowing what he is feeling right now is the one thing she has to at least know they are connected. She stayed hidden, at least warm, weather here, the daylight started to show. Her mind on her husband knowing he is going through fear of her being gone again she tried to reach him threw her mind
"Gage, I love you so much I am hoping my thoughts get to you love I miss you so much I am in the town where I was raised at the old house. Please love help me get back to you I know our thoughts are connected I love you so deeply." She needed to keep trying to hope he, can hear her thoughts. It was sudden she, jumped a bit hearing a young man. "Um can I help you with something, why are you hiding here?".
She jumped and turned around quickly and turned around her voice was silent for a moment being frightened by the young man. Without even she knew that voice in an instant knowing he’d be older still the sane voice. Without turning around she said in a firm voice, "Duncan James O'Neil what are you doing sneaking up on me." She turned around and smiled at her brother and went to hug him, but he wasn't there. She felt sad then, it seemed like these ones she loved were in her mind. All of sudden Duncan showed up again "don't worry sis I am real I had to make sure you were too." She smirked "how are you Duncan it is been years since I saw you what's been going on"
Suddenly her mother showed up, knowing in heart that was her true mother she was completely shocked and speechless. She looked at them both with pure family love and went and hugged her mother. Her mother was there for a reason, to warn her she felt in her very being. "Mom what is wrong? You have come to tell me something, is that why you are here? He mothers gentle smile always showed as they sat down to hear her mother. "Helena my dearest, I have to tell you I believe you are possessed by your father. That’s why you have all these nightmares, that’s why we are all here. I think he is trying to take all his hatred out on you. We need help with this. I have a feeling you have been thinking about your dad and the beatings he did to you over the years. I believe that his spirit is inside you now…we have to get rid of him."
They held hands a hearing her mom chatting strange words suddenly she felt everything was changing. The scenery was looking blurry to her still being able to see the town it was like it was covered in clouds. She feared she was being taking away further from Gage all she saw now was black. It felt like she was in a place she has been before she was wearing the same tattered clothes. "Gage can you hear my thoughts I can sense you are close I need you love I'm lost in this place." Suddenly to her fear she saw where she was in Silent Hill once again in her. Her mind remembering he can hear her there. Gage, I love you and miss you so much I am here in Silent Hill please love find me. I know you did before love I want to be back home with you and our family."
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After Gage's mind was erased of his birth father by his friend Antigone Tenebris, he noticed a change in Helena. She had become withdrawn, almost as if she was afraid of something. Gage talked to Antigone. "Please Antigone you have to help Helena. Something is terribly wrong, I'm afraid, she's not herself. It is as if she is hiding something.
"Helena's Memories" All written by Helena. This part was not auto played.
Antigone and Gage sat with Helena, The session began. Helena began to tell both Gage and Antigone of her past. She said in a shaky voice. "I see a very run-down home, not much to it, either, and I know my dad were gone a lot. He, tried to raise money for us as we grew up. My brother and I had to work as well. I remember we were taught at home for one main reason, her body was so bruised up. I felt broken for those few years when I was a bit more grown up."
She went on Gage's handheld firmly in hers. "What was strange was the many times I felt like I traveled place to place. Like my mind was telling me to leave my family when I was young, it was all the beatings I took from my Dad. I always kept this to myself, I was so ashamed from how much my Dad hated me. I don't know why I wasn't a horrible child at all. I am there for the ones I love." Tears streamed down her face.
Helena continued with her story. "Many nights he would come home. I smelt the alcohol on his breath some nights I didn't no matter what I got a beating either way. One night he came home sober, and I missed part of the cleaning in the kitchen. He took his belt off and hit me with it more times than ever. Thankfully, my mother she made the pain eventually go away but not the bruises. He blamed me for everything: how we lived, where we lived, the low income. The one time he beat me with his fist all over me. I asked him why he hated me. His cold response was "because you were born.... I only remember sitting on the floor all feeling shame that I was alive. All I could say was "Jesus Christ" She felt the tears gliding down her face not only for her dad but also for her mom and brother.
The chain of horrible Memories that she was having she continued to tell both he and Antigone. "Then he would leave for days until he came back home to torture me... There were times I wouldn’t know what was real except for the beatings. I knew he wanted me gone, maybe even dead. "I remember when I was a bit older, not long after, my dad came home late at night, when he grabbed me from my bed. Grabbed all my clothes in a bag. Hearing him tell me, "Child, you're the one thing that needs to go." It was then he threw me out the door with my clothes and everything I had; it was dark, and I was scared to death." She stopped for a moment: "It was then I realized, I did get rid of my terrifying father and moved on alone for years."
"Somehow I ended up in Silent Hill, which I am grateful for. It is where I first heard Gage’s voice and eventually after meeting each other. For me that place was accepting to me, I was away from my dad a better plus I met the love of my life. As for my father, I wish him the worst possible death." She wondered was, it because she is a fae, her mother finally told her the truth. Not knowing she was born into a Fae lineage. Eventually she learned her powers. Among those powers she has Magic of Flight, Anglo-Saxon, concept that is similar to fate or destiny. Fairies can be very small, but they can also magically change their size to be human-sized. Was that why her dad was so angry at her?"
Helena then twitched, It was then she was feeling strange like a part of her was starting to be taken away. As fear filled her entire being, she yelled out as loud as she could even though he was beside her. "Gage where are you, what happened? she suddenly went silent her vision started coming back. She was surrounded by trees, so many of them. Looking out at the small-town street, the huts that were there. Where like small huts. Seeing a man and woman coming from the house. It felt like a thousand knives went through her. It was her Mom and Dad she sat down beside the tree. Shaking her head "GAGE WHERE ARE YOU? No No No NOOO. It can't be that I am back home?"
The fact she went back to her father who beat her constantly. She must have turned herself younger to fit in and find out her, past more. Hearing her mom kindly call her name she went to them still unsure. She hadn't realized she had been here for a week or two. Hearing her dad "child you know to be on time don't you know this means" He grabbed her by the arm took her into the house and whipped her more than last time. She sat in the corner of her bedroom with her arms around her legs. She cried so hard and felt the burning of the whippings he gave her with his belt. "Gage, my love, where you are, I love you so much and I know you're looking for me."
"Gage's Plight"
In an instant, Helena was gone. Gage looked at Antigone. "Where is she? Where did she go? She was just right here. Now she is not." He looked frantically around the castle, looking for his beloved. Truth sank in, Helena was truly gone. He rushed back into the parlor, where Antigone was. "Where'd she go? Do you know? She was just right here. Now she is gone, I don't even know where to begin to look! Antigone, Do you know anything thing about Fae's? I do not, Help me. If you can, I beg of thee." He excused Antigone for the evening, then asking her to come back tomorrow.
Gage slept alone that night. He tossed and turned, knowing his sweetness was not there. He tried to mind connect with her. In the darkness he spoke. Where are you, Helena? Can you hear me? Come on... Speak to me, if you can hear me." As he lay there in the stillness, there was nothing. For the first time since they had started meeting in their minds, he could not hear her. Nor could he feel her presence. His beloved was truly gone.
Blood tears streamed down his cheek, marking crimson stains upon his pillow. He couldn't sleep. Gage got up wiped his eyes, then went downstairs. All that remained was an empty castle. The babies were crying, he didn't know what to do. He knew they were hungry. "What do I feed them? They are used to their mother's milk. He walked up to their room. trying to comfort them the best he could. But it was no use.
The more he tried the harder the twins cried. Gage hoped there might be a few bottles in the kitchen, He held both babies in his arms then raced to the kitchen. He looked into the fridge there were eight bottles. He knew this was not going to last very long. What was he going to do? He went into the main room then sat in the rocking chair, rocking and lovingly feeding his twins. "Oh, someone help me, anyone, please..." He said in the emptiness of the room. The twins were fast asleep. Gage returned them to their cribs.
Gage knew six bottles remained, but it wouldn't last long, He had to find Helena and fast. He hoped Antigone knew anything to help him. Gage had heard of Fae's in folklore but had never seen one. He thought they were just make-believe. It then dawned on him, I am married to a girl, whom is part Fae, that's why her blood tasted so sweet. I didn't know. Dammit... I should have asked more questions of Helena. Maybe, then I would know possibly where she could be. But... I just don't know. "Oh, my darling, where did you go? I need you so..."
