Terrifying Memories Return: {Storyline With Gage And Antigone anyone who wants to Reply) Category: Blogging
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She will forever be by Gages, side help knowing his rage will go away he does really need this. To forget about the one that made him so angry before it built to deeply inside him staying close to her love. She will forever love and support her love in anything that happens in his life. Her own memories needed to be brought out no matter how bad they were Antigone agreed to help her. She has become a great a part of their lives, she is truly amazing with what she can do. After everything was done, she was to have her chance now getting memories back. Hoping mostly that it would help her, and Gage find her parents, or at least her mom and younger brother. The only thing she did not know was years later finding out she was half Fae like her mother wondering why that was kept from her for so long. It would explain why Gage says her blood tastes so sweet. It was something she wanted to know about, why it was kept from her like it was a deep dark family secret.
As Helena was getting her mind ready to accept everything that she will see with her past memories. She has in Antigone seeing how she helped Gage she truly felt the chain him it is strong powers that helped. She could feel the magic inside as their dear friend was helping her as well. Hearing what she was saying, the memories were starting slowly to come back, at least voices. Although one sounded not so pleasant, the voice sounded angry at her. Holding back the memory, she felt her body shaking with fear and horror almost. She started to calm down some when hearing her husband's voice, not realizing she was talking and telling them of her memories. Slowly the memories entered her mind. It was very vague at first, just blurred visions. As she spoke to both Gage and Antigone, "I see a very run-down home, not much to it, either, and I know my dad was gone a lot. He, tried to raise money for us as we grew up. My brother and I had to work as well. I remember we were taught at home for one main reason, her body was so bruised up. I felt broken for those few years when I was a bit more grown up, knowing what her memories were now.
My family was small at first and everything was happy. We loved each other as a family does, it was perfect those days. Then later as I grew up it felt like a black cloud was constantly over us because of the pain my father inflicted on me." She stopped for a moment; she felt her body shaking again and needed to calm down knowing that her love Gage was there to help. This was going to help she knew and had faith in Gage and Antigone. Both of them being there is her strength, her husband close means everything to her always.
She continued with finding her memories she knew it would not be pleasant just a deep dark feeling that was inside her. She started up again. "What was strange was the many times I felt like I traveled place to place. Like my mind was telling me to leave my family when I was young, it was all the beatings I took from my dad. I always kept this to myself, I was so ashamed from how much my dad hated me. I don't know why I wasn't a horrible child at all. I am there for the ones I love.
"Many nights he would come home I smelt the alcohol on his breath some nights I didn't no matter what I got a beating either way. One night he came home sober, and I missed part of the cleaning in the kitchen. He took his belt off and hit me with it more times than ever. Thankfully my mother she made the pain eventually go away but not the bruises. He blamed me for everything: how we lived, where we lived, the low income. The one time he beat me with his fist all over me I asked him why he hated me. His cold response was "because you were born....I only remember sitting on the floor all feeling shame that I was alive. All I could say was "Jesus Christ" She felt the tears gliding down her face not only for her dad but also for her mom and brother.
Her memories flowed through her: "Then he would leave for days until he came back home to torture me." She stopped for a moment, letting the memories process in her mind. Her mind was racing with everything was flooding back in full force a memory she needed you know. " There were times I wouldn’t know what was real except for the beatings I knew he wanted me gone maybe even dead." She had to stop for times in between she remembered everything still knew her love Gage was there and Antigone who has truly helped us.
"This isn't all bad I mean times my dad was a dad to us as was there more with us he completely changed. Even if we were poor, at least we were together until my dad changed. I wished him to be gone." Finally remembering when the past wasn't so bad, at first it was better. "I remember when I was a bit older, not long after, my dad came home late at night when he grabbed me from my bed. Grabbed all my clothes in a bag. Hearing him tell me, "Child, you're the one thing that needs to go." It was then he threw me out the door with my clothes and everything I had; it was dark, and I was scared to death." She stopped for a moment: "It was then I realized I did get rid of my terrifying father and moved on alone for years."
Taking another pause, she then was able to smile and tell them the blood tears had streamed down her face. "Somehow I ended up in Silent Hill which I am grateful for. It is where I first heard Gage’s voice and eventually after meeting each other. For me that place was accepting to me, I was away from my dad a better plus I met the love of my life. as for my father, I wish him the worst possible death." She wondered was, it because she is a fae her mother finally told her the truth. Not knowing she was born into a Fae lineage. Eventually she learned her powers. Among those powers she has Magic of Flight, Anglo-Saxon, concept that is similar to fate or destiny. Fairies can be very small, but they can also magically change their size to be human-sized. Was that why her dad was so angry at her?
It was then she was feeling strange like a part of her was starting to be taken away. As fear filled her entire being, she yelled out as loud as she could even though he was beside her. "Gage where are you what happened? she suddenly went silent her vision started coming back. She was surrounded by trees, so many of them. Looking out at the small-town street, the huts that were there. Where like small huts. Seeing a man and woman coming from the house. It felt like a thousand knives went through her. It was her mom and dad she sat down beside the tree. Shaking her head " GAGE WHERE ARE YOU? No No No NOOO it can't be that I am back home?"
Realizing she was younger there she was terrified that it was not about Gage, she trusts him into finding her. The fact she went back to her father who beat her constantly. She must have turned herself younger to fit in and find out her, past more. Hearing her mom kindly call her name she went to them still unsure. She hadn't realized she had been here for a week or two. Hearing her dad "child you know to be on time don't you know this means" He grabbed her by the arm took her into the house and whipped her more than last time. She sat in the corner of her bedroom with her arms around her legs. She cried so hard and felt the burning of the whippings he gave her with his belt. "Gage, my love, where you are, I love you so much and I know you're looking for me."
